Not my best day

Today's weight: 330

The day started normally, but about noon I just couldn't take work anymore, so I took the afternoon off. Have to make it up this weekend, but I needed the time, I think.

Except for one thing.. I stopped at Tim Horton's and got a 20 pack of Timbits.

Ah well. The one think I've learned is that because you screw up doesn't mean you give up. Tomorrow is another day, and I'll do better.

It's ambitious, but I really want to be under 300 lbs by June 27. Soon after that I'll have visitors for a while. I've got several reasons, including that special someone I mentioned in my first post. I think. Actually, I don't really dare hope she'll be around. While she probably will, there are also a lot of ways I can see that would have her elsewhere.

Looks like I'll be meeting someone new as well, at around the same time. A close friend has talked this woman up to me before, and I'll be getting a good chance to know her.

Anyway, point being, if I keep those things in mind, maybe my goal won't see so difficult.

Right now the most difficult thing I face is being bored with what I'm eating. I just don't have enough really low calorie foods that I enjoy, I guess. Even then, it's not too bad if I, first, go only to work and home and don't need to stop at the store for anything else, and secondly, I'm eating alone. It's much, much, more difficult for me to eat low calorie meals if my son's with me.

I don't know how people with families stay on diets or manage to lose weight at all. How do they manage to eat these low-cal meals when the rest of the family is eating normally? The only way I manage to eat the way I do is not to have the foods in the house that are really bad for me.

Enjoy the weekend!